It's 9pm in 22th Oct. It triggers me, hard. It's like opening an old scar. It's like recalling the memories i've been trying to erase. It's like being pushed to watch the playbacks all over again, when all i did was trying to burn the disks. Something was aching, nauseous, screaming loud inside my head, turn into the fasten heartbeat, hand shaking, goosebumps all over my body. Should i run? Take the pills? Cut the wrist? Hit the walls? Drown myself? Or just cry loud? just so the pain will stop, just so you can stop.